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And so here it is. What everyone has been fearing. My emotions are released in this site... This confusing, fucked up site that even I do not understand...

Music is so very much important. That is one thing that must be known. If however, you do not like any metal, rock, punk, or alternative, then I would highly suggest leaving this site right away because I really don't like you...

PHUCT
Love me, hate me, fear me and degrate me, do what you want with me, taunt me with mockery, hit me and make me bleed, I am yours forever.
 
I'm laying naked on your bed, Fucked up thoughts run through your head, Eventually I'll wind up dead, This is so fucked, I am so fucked.
 
You get so mad then shit gets bad, and I get sad, I can't help it. I'm like a clown who cries all the time and then I go down and suck you dry and all the time I'm asking why... Why the fuck am I still here? Perhaps because it's you I fear, and I thought we were in love my dear, this is so fucked, I am so fucked.
 
Still I stay, and to this day, I will say, that we are in love. In my mind, that's all you'll find, are thoughts of love gone blind. You wont see, because you hate me, and you could care less if I died. Sex is all that you think of, doesn't matter about my love, so long as I'm bleeding and screaming, you will be just fine...

Here's a little bit about me. My name is Rainbow, I am mentally unstable, and have now refused to take my medication, and so this site will be a little bit more warped then usual. I have a boyfriend, so all you cyber freaks that want online relationships can fuck off because I would never drop Jeff for one of you. I'm sixteen, and I love my nicotine and coffee. I am a paranoid schizophranic, I am manic depressive, I have bipolar, and ADHD. That all wrapped up into one, and here I am.

I've become much more closed off from society than usual. I mean, I really do want to go out and have a good time, but it seems that the more often I have fun, the worse that I feel. It's starting to take a toll one me.... So this site is pretty much my only amusement.. Sad, no?